I'm falling out of love

I used to wait for you. Days would go by before I got a text or a hello, but I was so elated to finally hear from you that I ignored all the signs.

I forgot that I deserve better. I forgot that I actually need someone who's going to uplift and adore me, worship me, love me completely, just as I loved you. But I'll never get that from you.

I'll never get the sweet note or that hug or the awkward hand holding. I'll never be able to hold you again, to kiss you and run my fingers along your collar bone; you're simply too cruel. I can't deal with the insensitivity and the cutting jokes. I can't deal with the degrading behavior you're so trapped in.

You're sorry? Well that's wonderful, but I don't want apologies. I want a change in behavior, a change in character, and I'm not going to ask that of you because I know you too well. This is who you are, this is how you are, and I'm not supposed to try and change that. I'm accepting you as You, and moving on.

Text: Världens finaste sida, lelove.
amira, 2009-10-21, 17:36:52

åh-ja. den här sidan får mig att vilja lovelovelove and weep and laugh my heart n' soul out :)

Meli., 2009-10-22, 00:17:33

Underbar text, trodde först du hade skrivit den :)

bati, 2009-10-22, 15:54:46

Stark text Mirre. Älskar dina texter!

Mirnesa, 2009-10-22, 17:46:49

bati: Det är inte jag som har skrivit texten!! haha då hade jag varit skitstolt! :) hittade den på lelove o kände igen mig :) KRAM

bati, 2009-10-22, 19:22:55

hahahaha jag missade totalt den sista texten. haha shoot me! Men gillar dina texter ändå haha..

, 2009-10-23, 19:10:30

Jag gick genast in för att kolla upp. Gud, så bra! Ibland är det skönt att se att andra också går igenom samma saker som en själv. Känns inte lika deprimerande och ensamt då.

Tack, Mirnesa!

Trees, 2009-10-26, 08:28:28

Älskar hennes blogg. Underbara texter man kan relatera till!

haha jaa vet, tack för den lappen liksom.


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